You know when you have those days when you are 100% on it, you got this, you are right and track and then BOOM! You lose it all, in the matter of minutes. This how I've been working lately. I am angry but apparently not angry enough to do anything about it. You want to know what else sucks??? My running or lack thereof! I just can't seem to get my long runs in, nor can I seem to drag my rump out of bed before 6am to get in done before the rest of the zoo wakes up. I'm starting to stress a little. I have a 10k that I signed up for in September and of course the half in October and I can't get a run in over 3 miles! I'm starting to even wonder if I can run more than 3 miles.
So I mentioned my enemy... I guess we can talk about that for a minute! IT's FOOD! Well Duh, I'm sure you figured that out. Do you have an enemy? I can't say mine is one thing more than the other, it's just food! I use it to substitute boredom, stress, anger, boredom I already mentioned that. I hate trying to eat right, however the pooch on my belly is laughing at me saying "You are an idiot! You'll never out run me!" I feel very defeated at the moment and I just can't seem to shake it. I want to throw it all away, crawl in my bed and eat. chips. all day. Yes I am human. I know we all do this, but I'm pissed that I just can't stay on track, even though I know how!
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